Finding out something that completely changes you. It changes the whole situation. I need you here for me to tell you, for you to help me. But I can’t because you’re involved. I trust you more than him. I don’t want to chose between you two. Because I love him. He’s great and I think he’s awesome. But with you…. I love you. You make me laugh more than anyone else. You’re my world. You’ve been my world for years now. Nothing will ever change that, nothing. You will never be able to change my mind about you. No one will ever be able to do that. Remember when you said that? I don’t care what they say? I meant that, and I know you meant that. So I don’t care what he says. I love you and only you. I will never love him like I love you. I will never trust him like I trust you. You know I looked at you differently tonight, and I know you didn’t like it. Make it go away, because all I want is you. I don’t need him, I need you. I will not let him do that to us. You’re mine and I’m your’s. I just hope I’m not fooling myself. Maybe I don’t want to believe him because I know it’s true, maybe I know it’s not true and that’s why I don’t believe him. But I trust you and I love you. That’s all that matters. Never forget that. Ever. You proved it to me. I need to prove it to you. I am going to tell you. Tell you what you mean to me, because you’re someone I never want to forget or let go of. Him? I can let go of him, he’s great and all but if I’m forced to chose… I chose you.

02/14/2012
22:40
She's a question without answers, who feels like falling apart.